Sunday, 9 August 2009


woooooooooooo finally after 3 weeks of staying the same! im so proud! now weighting 13 stone 10 not long to go now.. i have my goal at 12 4 but i mite consider stoppin after shifting this last 10lbs to get me into the 12s... i reli dont no.. at the moment im goin thru a bit of a im kinda happy as i am but would like to tone up phase so im going to try and really concentrate on the gym over the next month and see how it goes.. just take each day as it comes! the compliements i recieve at the moment are amazing and i tell you what i have never looked forward to a saturday nigh out on the town so much! i love shopping now! i can fit into actually nice clothes!! REALLY nice clothes and it makes me so happy! i saw some relatives at the weekend who i havent seen since before i started wwatchers 9 months ago and so they were shocked at my 50lb weight loss and sed i looked incredible.. i keep getting lots of comments about my eyes at the moment and how much they stand out now my face is changing.. also im still getting the lily allen comments.. theyr comming thick and fast lol!! heres a pic for you just of me face lol its definatley a big difference now to when i first started thats for sure !! cant wait to loose this last bit fo weight now.. its like the end is in site! its so exciting!! xxxxx


Monday, 27 July 2009

still at 49 lbs

still at 49lbs urgghhhhh!!
so depressing had 2 weeks at a stay the same! tell you what the final stone and a bit is defo the hardest to shift i tend to have a pattern now of loosing 1 or 2lbs then sts for 1 or 2 weeks, its taking alot longer. i feel awwwful this week just becuase its TOTM i so bloated :( ...
im really fed up too still. made a consciotuios descion to start looking at flats to rent i mite move out soon if can afford it really neeed my own space. Just need to make sure im safe in my job first before i do anything hasty as that is on the rocks. so a new job is on the horizon but theres just nothing out there.... i really wish id of stuck with college because now more than anything in the world i want to become a teacher! im going to look into the possible courses and that that i could go into because i really want to do it. i know it will take me probably 5 years or so to complete but im only 23 so even if it is late 20s thats not that old and your never to old to learn. i just want a proper career to wake up evry monring and look forward to going into work.. i miss that feeling.,
onwards and upwards

Sunday, 12 July 2009

pictures :) and 1lb away from 50lb loss!!

heylo lovlies... im feelin much better... i think im back n track! i lost 2lbs this week takin me to 49lbs loss!! which means im 1lb away from 50!!! i cant believe it how fantastic is that! im so proud of myself i definalty think my goal of 5 stone loss by xmas is achieveable. ive now lost 3 and half stone .. only 21lbs to go! my BMI will be 26 when i loose another 2lbs too! god im so excited. Im gettin so many compliments now its lovely and im really beginning to see it myself. i am now a comfortable size 14 in most shops. i have one random size 12 top! but it blatently comes up big lol so im not reading into that lol! but i own a size 12 top woooooo !! :) i actually told my friends aswell what i weigh. i did originally say i woulnt until i was at goal but hey they are my best freinds and have been so supportive of me they deserved to know and i felt so proud wen i told them . They assured me i nevr looked 17 stone but i no i did. its crazy to think that now. Last night when i went out i wore this waist belt with my dress.. anyway it just goes to show.. i had to put an extra wholes right to the end when i first brought it because it didnt fit. I now wear it on the second whole from the end showing how man inches ive lost from my wasit. i think im beginning to get more of a curvier shape now too which is what ive longed for becuase i think im very straight up and down and i hate that id give anything to have an hour glass figure its so womanly and beutiful but you cant change your figure lol! i can dream... anyway here is a before picture and an up to date picture at my current weight . What do you think?? xxxxx

Me in my size 22 dress at 17 stone 4lbs..

me at 17 stone 4lbs again

Me last week 13 stone 13 in my size 14 dress

Me again in my size 14 dress
13 stone 13.


Saturday, 4 July 2009

sore eyes.. confused and hurt help me find my way back

hey everyone..

wow i warn you now this is gona be long i have so much to say need to get it all of my chest.

firstly im really happy after holiday i really thought i had put on about 7lbs.. i hoped it would be about 5 btu i thort it would be 7.. i ate and drank so much but i reli enjoyed it and always told myself i was giving myself my holiday off! anyway got back and had put on 3lbs! was soooooooooo chuffed :) plus i got back in sunday , weigh in friday so by friday i managed to loose 1.5lbs and then this week i lost the other 1.5lbs so im back now as 13 13 again YAY :)

on the sad side im reli low at the moment i cant stop crying and i cant seem to get motivated to do anything. Its like ive totally and utterlt lost the way.. i started this blog at the beginning of the year full of hope and inspiration and i was LOVING it.. i was loving me i was loving life. Everything was so good. i enjoyed my job my freinds i was gettin much more attention then i was ever used to, I then met someone and it totally messed my head up ive become this irrational, stressed out NAG that just worries all the time. i dont think about mysef anymore all i think about is him. i no im doing it i just cant seem to find the way out. Anyway just before my holiday we had an arguement and he decided he was going to ignore me .. completely ignore me. he ignored me for 5 days befor eholiday i have never ever been so upset in my entire life. WHY becus i am falling in love with him and ive been trying to deny it to myself becus i no he doesnt feel the same yet and i didnt want to be the only one. You see the thing is, i have never had a proper boyfriend so to speak. ive always been to fat for that. well that was my excuse lol theyve always sed to me oh i see u as a best freind or worse they always go for one of my best freinds. i just kind of got used to it.
now with me loosing weight ive got this confidence well had this confidence , i met him and i just didnt belive he liked me i got all paranoid about it and insecure and i kept askin u do like me dont u etc etc, and i have no idea why i knew he did...does?
so yesterday i went out he was out. we spoke but ive totally messed it up. ive blown anything that mite have been becus i didnt shut up becus i was drunk i just went on and on and on and on.. he was like stop saying the same thing but i didnt i carrid on and on and now i swear to god i have blown it. i dont no wot to do ive cried all day literally ALL day. i cant take the hurt of all this but i want him i dont want anyone else. iev tried to go on another date and i cant becus its him i want and i no he wants me but its like ive pushed him away becus i like him moe than he likes me. i dont no wher to go from here. wat doesnt help is i hate my job now too i just sit there doing nothing its rubbish and therefor all i do is think.
i feel like its mental torture i can decide wot to do for the best, i no i want him but i cant speak to him. if i ring he wont answer becus hes at work. if i leave it and say nothing then im back to waiting around and thats wot kills me. if i tex then i dont think he will texback ...

o my god i just dont no wot to do i sound like a ryt child in the blog post im sorry i honeslty dont no wot to do. i cant concentrate on anything the gym, wwatchers its totally messed me up.

please help me. xxx

Saturday, 13 June 2009

hello 13s!!

WOOWOO i did it i cant believe i did it! lost 2 lbs this week :) im now 13 13!! ill be straight back above the 14s wen i get back of hol like but imchuffed i got to the 13s before!! no weigh in for me next week as i am away!! i fly in 20 hours and i have not packed lol!! i dont no wots gotten into me! this is only short and sweet! BONUS i brought a size 14 dress from dorothy perkins too!! there will be lots of pics wen i get back of hol ill be sure to put some on here next to some before ones so we can see the difference! speak to you in a week xxx

Friday, 5 June 2009


woo wooo lost a lb this week! very happy 45lbs down 25 to go.. :) im one happy lady! did my measurements this month too and ive lost of my waist! u have no idea how happy i am becuase for months now its stayed the same at 38.5 its really driven me crakers! but this morning it was 37 woohooo very happy! ideally id like it to be 32 but one step at a time eh lol!
well 9 days til holiday i cant wait but im also a little aprehensive hope i dont put too much on.. id be happy with a 4lb gain maximum anymore i think ill cry! im going to try my hardest its just the alcohol that will get to me all those lovely cocktails!yum yum oh well u have to have a week off dont u i havent so far in 31 weeks apart from xmas but i managed to somehow still loose over xmas so fingers crossed im not going to beet myself up over it if i do gain cus ill get it straight back of again :) Right thats enough of me waffling!! good luck lovlies xxx

Friday, 29 May 2009

BMI 28!

-2lbs this week baby :) well chuffed only 1.5 to get of before holiday and 2 weigh ins to go :)
im well happy :) brought my first size 14 jeans from new look aswell on monday :) and my best friend has dropped a dress size and now is a 12 so i sed oh can i try your size 14 shorts on.. and guess wot they FIT woo wooo so she have given me loads of her stuff now which is too big so im dead chuffed :) im so close to the 13s wooo wooo sorry im so happy lol!!

my goal was to be 12 stone 4 but ive upped it to 13 stone 4 just cus i wana see how i look wen i get to that point first before i carry on! i prob will carry on but ill see how i feel cus im feeling pretty fantastic at the moment..

its funny really i cant get over that im not really that "fat" anymore.. i still am like but 3 stone is a massive loss and i can really tell myself now.. infact even when i started my first picture on my profile in the cream and black dress.. that dress was a size 22 from dorthy perkins and last tym i tried a dress on in there i was a 16!! AMAZING :)

still a way to go yet tho lovlies :) life is good xxxx

Sunday, 24 May 2009

3 stone gone forever yay and pics advise needed

wahooooooooooooooo finally getting back on track now for the past three weeks av lost a steady 1lb a week.. seem to have fingers crossed got passed the plateau of staying the same practically for a month! im dead chuffed! ive now lost 43lbs!! 3stone 1lb woo wooo i now weigh 14.3 so i would like to loose 3lbs before my holiday in 3 weeks!! :)

i am now offically a size 14-16 with some 16s beinga bit big some14s still a bit tight.. althought everything i have for holiday is a 14 :) woowooo anyway

BIG Question!! i have brought 2 bikini tops.. wether or not i am brave enough to wear them and only them (as in no top over the top) is a different question! i am starting to feel a bit better about my stomach ..quite a bit better i wish it was more toned but it is getting flatter and smaller so ....

i have took some pictures of me in one of my bikini tops.. theyr not the best shots as was ina rush and didnt thinki would actually post them on here.. but i am going to (deep breaths) so i would like HONEST opinions.. should i go for it.. can i get away with it? i would wear it with shorts not bikini bottoms (pants) i aint that brave! ok so here you go... xxx

Only thing i hate really is i havnt got much of a shape im pretty much straight up and down! oh well u win some u loose some we cant all have gorgous hour glass figures can we! least i look more in proportion now than i did before with an enormous belly! least its shrinking!! slowly lol xx

Saturday, 2 May 2009

Back on track

Well im back on track at last! had a bit of a funny month April!! but im pleased to announce a 1lb loss! taking me to 40.5 lbs loss!! meaning i now only have 29.5 to loose!!
NO longer 70 60 50 40 30 but im in the 20ssssssssss woo woo!! only 1.5lbs now to go til im at 3 stone!! im aiming to do that in 2 weeks as time of the month this week otherwise would aim in 1 week!! only 6 weeks til my holidays too :) so im hoping at 14.5.5 i can be dead on 14 for holiday if not maybe a couple lbs into the 13s!!
i must say im getting compliments now thick and fast! its really lovely ive recently seen a few people i havent seen in a while and they have all been so shocked at the amount i have lost!

its funny really some days i look at myselfand i think god yes i have lost loads! and other days i feel like i havent lost anything at all but then i dig out my original picture from the start and cansee straight away the difference!

ROLL on 50lbs please! :) good luck lovlies xxxx

Saturday, 25 April 2009


sorry everyone i havent been on here for the past 2 weeks..
i seem to have lost my way a bit and i dont know why.. managed a stay the same after my bank holiday binge which i was dead chuffed with considering all the rubbish i ate..

this week lost a lb! so i am happy with that too i just kinda feel like for the first time since ive been doing this i havent really got anywhere this month..weird???

ive met a guy too so i think this is my problem my mind seems to be elsewhere now and that not wat i want.. plus sorry to share this with you i went to the doctors begininning of the month to get the pill .. i have never ever been on the pill before so didnt really no wot to expect and MY GOD i could eat a bl00min horse!!! im starving all the time its terrible id hurd rumours about u puttin on weight being onit and i did think oh thats ppl who just need an excuse to eat really but no no it makes u starving! now im 3 weeks into it the pangs are subsiding which prob helped towards my lb loss this week! im determined to stay on track...

Ryt i go on holiday in 7 weeks... 7 weigh ins.. i wanted to have lost 3 stone by then and i now weigh 14.6.5lbs so im 2.5lbs of 3 stone so my aim is to shift that 6.5lbs and be 14stone bang on for holiday.. if i can get into the 13s that would be fabulous! so i am now firmly back on track and im not getting side tracked either for these next 7 weeks! i will be amazing wen i go on holiday :)

do u no wot i think has side tracked me a bit aswell is ppl keep saying how good i look which yes is good bt then they follow it with i dont think u need to loose anymore.. and im like urrrr yes i do but now cus so many ppl have told me and sed this to me its kinda shook my plans up a bit if that makes sence.. so i need to get back in the frame of mind where i think yes im proud of wot i have achieved so far but i intend on loosing a bit more i want to be 12stone 4 and i will be by xmas!! only 30lbs to go.. good look all and sorry for not keeping u up todate for a couple of weeks :( xxxx

Wednesday, 15 April 2009

bank holiday oops

oh dear i am officially not looking forward to fri WI :( ive eaten like a pig! its like bank holiday = holiday and i dont no wot the heck got into me! lol! i ate 2 chineses 2 burgers from the chippy wine and cocktails! :(:(:(:( had a sneek peak showed a 1.5lb gain.. mission is on 2 get that off and get a STS :( i tell u wot tho i did enjoy myself so its not to bad as long as i get back on track! :) xxxxxxxxxxxx

Wednesday, 8 April 2009


hmmmm well i have been told now by a grand total of 10 people all different and all different locations.. as in.. freinds.. family... work collegues and now even a random person in a nightclub.. that i look like Lily Allen!! well thats absolutly histerical!! i dont at all lol!! but honeslty 10whole people have told me so now.. im beginning to get a complex about it.. i think lily allen at the moment looks very pretty and very slim.. its only becuase i have got a fringe and brown eyes lol!! anyway i thought i would put it to you.. here are some pics of lily allen and the most up to date one of me taken last weds.. come on hit me with it becus i just dont see it xxxx




Sunday, 5 April 2009

WI Week 23

lost a lb this week meaning my BMI is now officially 29! how chuffed am i!! im over the moon :)
Also found out im safe in my job which is brilliant news.. for the mean time anyway!
Things are going well :) so glad its easter weekend thisweekend! 4 nice days off! bring it on lol! xxx

Friday, 27 March 2009

WI wk 22

lost 1.5 YAY im now only a lb off my BMI being 29! god thats scarey 29 is nearly healthy lol!! who would have thought it.. well its not quite there yet lol..
Had some nice NSVS this week which has cheered me up considering ive been down..
got told by one guy at work "you look like youve lost a load of weight lau" i said i have lol!
second guy today i am wearing my new MISS SELFRIDGE skinny jeans and balck tshirt boots and a mocha colour long cardi.. says to me" you looks stunning he was like really amazing this week laura if i wasnt getting married.. lolol" cheeeeeeky :P
so that made me smile anywhoo one of the girls at work is so lovly shes the only one that new wot i weighed to start and wot i weigh now etc.. infact she is the only one that knows my weight at all even my best freinds dont no and i swore i wouldnt tell them until im at goall then ill reveal my blog to them lol.. anyway jabbering on ...she says i look slim and each week even more so.. how lovley.. :)
i brought a gym ball and weights aswell yesertday becus i need to start toning igo to the gym 3 or 4 times a week but i only do cardio and for some reason i wont and cant get motivated to do sit ups etc so i figure if its at home i can just do it whilst watchin tv.. worked already did it last nyt and im in agony today lol!
ive decided this is going to be my main priority toning for the moment.. im still going to the gym and obv doin wweightwatchers but i really want to see an improvement on the tops of my arms and my belly by my holiday which is 11 weeks away so i should do hopefully by then.. im scared to death ill have saggy skin otherwise.. so here goes :) woman on amission to be a goddess by xmas lol xxx

Wednesday, 25 March 2009

a really bad week emotionally

i cannot stop crying this week.. my god im not even kidding.. i need a good slap.. i dont no wots worng with me.. well i do its men.. but i cant physically go thru it all in my head again so briefly..

met a guy who seemed really quite amazing in a nut shell sed he liked me etc etc things couldnt be better.. he starts going funny.. turns out.. he was a complusive liar.. making out hes Fked up in the head and so doesnt want to speak to anyone becus hes unstable and needs to sort his life out... ok i sed to myself i can deal with this... then i find out hes in a relationship and then wen i ask why he didnt just tell me.. i get.. becuase i didnt want to be an @rsehole becuase i really like you!!

WTF!!! i feel sick.. i cant sleep i cant eat i cant do anything i feel drained.. and i hardly even new him for that long but for someone to physically be able to lie that much makes me sick.. im so upset.. i dont no wot to do with myself.. read his texts over and over his mails over and over.. managed to delete evrthing apart form his number.. i sent hima tex saying well u obv havtn got the decency to explain any further.. i cant be bothered i cant be ur friend becus i like u too much and uve hurt me too much so take care.. wot i really want to do is scream and shout and ask WHY! why lie wohy would u do that! god i really feel rubbish

how can someone have the balls to do that to someone really?! ive never felt so STUPID in my entire life..

Friday, 20 March 2009


helloooooo im sooo over the mooon nothing can touch me lol!

lost 2lbs this week meaning i am half way throughhhh YAY!! lost 35.5lbs with only 34.5lbs to go!!

got my 5th silver seven!!

This means i am now 14stone10.5lbs.. so 2.5lbs til my next BMI drop (which will be 29 OMFG!)

and 6.5lbs to go to 3 stone!! wooo wooo wooo

heres another pic i took yesterday of me in my work clothes.. bit far away.. sorry about that mom has trouble working digital things lol xxxxx


Sunday, 15 March 2009

picture time

Hello well as i am nearing the half way mark now hoping and evrything crossed i can get it this week :) i thought i would just put a couple of pics up... one from the start and one from last nyt before i went out :) ... dead chuffed this week i brought a right cute coat and its not black! its actually blue (see bottom picture) a massive achievement for me as i love black! wahoooo im now a size 16 in everything too so im realy really happy... weight loss is comming along nicely and i cannot wait until GOAL im so excted to see wot i would like !!

ohhh i spoke to a psycik last night too... ever so exciting.. my best freinds fellas aunty ive been wanting my tarot cards done for ages i have had them done once before about 3 years ago and i really wanted them doing again but its ever so hard to find someon legitimet! anyway debbie her name is and she doesnt do tarots she can just pick up things from your voice! how amazing! i spoke to her over the phone so she didnt tell me too much she cant get into much detail over the phone.. its better face to face so wer going to meet up with her soon for a proper reading :) excited!! soo she told me ... everything in my life is going well.. this year is a good year... i have lots of admirers... she sed 4 in total (haha yea right!) the one that she sed sticks out has light blue eyes and is quite shy... (WAHOOOO although obv i have no idea who this is lol) and secondly she sed she could see that i should come into some money she said a payrise... (but i am at risk to be made redundant from work so hmmm??) thats it! but how exciting lol! thought id write it on here so we can see if any of it comes true..! anyways im off to lie down as i am seriously hungover today lol... let me know your views on the pics if you can see a difference etc... xxx

me at the start weighing 17stone4lbs!

ME now... 2stone 6lbs loss...nearly half way through weighing 14stone12lbs...(1lb to go til half way)....(excuse all the rubbish in this pic mums clothes horse!lol)

Friday, 13 March 2009

WI WK 20 - my first no loss :(


cant believe i am gutted but not at the same time lol..

ive manged to loose evry week so far since i started i no thats a MASSIVE achievements 19 weeks with no gain is brilliant i know but i think the longer it carried on the more i wanted to go the whole journey always loosing but really thats unrealistic!

This week i know i have been bad i know it! as previous post states i went to London with my dad and i tell you what i had a great time... i got back on tuesday and sneek peeked on weds to see the damage was 1lb on! so i new i wouldnt loose that in 2 days but i hoped for a stay the same which is what i got so i am pleased with that! i was VERY good weds and thurs and went to the gym every day this week so i am pleased i got a STS.... plus this is good practise for me for my girly holiday in June cus i know i will put on then... its totally unrealsitic for me to think otherwise for a start ill be dirnking tons of cocktails and thats points all adding up... i will try and be as healthy as i can wen away food wise that shouldnt be too hard its the alcohol wen im there but im going to enjoy myself and not worry about wwatchers for that week!

SO in conclusion this is good becus it allows me to see what i will feel like wen i come back in june and see ive put half a stone on lol!

i feel bad like ive let myself down but proud becus ive got that 1lb off and stayed the same and also determined to be extra good this week so things can only get better! :) xxxxx

Tuesday, 10 March 2009


Hi all

WOWEE just got back from London.. oh my god wat an amazing place it truely is i am so upset to be back i wish we could have stayed longer.. the phantom was magical absolutly breath taking and worth every penny my dad LOVED it im dead chuffed just gutted its all over as i sed such a shame...

ATE a bit naughty yesterday tho :( slap on hand for me... i ended up having a pizza from the travel lodge i have no idea how many points that would have been... stone baked 10.5 inches ham and pinapple... guessed about 12 as there wernt much topping so not much cheese ..pretty basic?? BUT we did walk for 4 hours - dad reckons we did about 12 miles so i added my bonus points for that worked out at about 11 BPS! so should be ok...

HOWEVER lol it gets worse... i had a full english this morning... well i had... 2 sausages (cudnot resisit) a table spoon of scrambles egg--2 tablespoons of beans... tinned tomatoes.. mushrooms and one piece of brown toast so again i spoze it could be worse really! walked another hour today before we came home and then went to the gym wen i got back so earnt some more BPS so im praying ive done enuf to stay on track!
im absolutly shattered tho i must admit cant wait to crawl into bed...

righto i have had a few requests for a pics but unfortunatly i never remember to take long ones so this is the closest ive got at the moment... below is me.. u cant really see but my coat is actually very big on me... not a very good picture...

the one below that is of me and my daddy :) i love him and i love the pic its cute.. u can see i have lost some off my face on the second pic... i will try honeslty over the next couple of weeks to take a full length one for you imgoing to wait til i have lost 2.5stone exactly as then i am half way so i will post a before and after... xxxx

Friday, 6 March 2009


i couldnt be happier... i lost 2.5lbs!! i dont no how this week! im sooo soo happy i swear to god im now in the 14s...14.12.5 to be precise! how foooooooooking fantastic!

that means i now have 1.5lbs to loose to my 5th silver 7 and the half way mark

8.5lbs to my next stone which i wanted off by my holiday 14th june which is 14 weeks away so hopefully ill smash that target...

god sumtimes i have to pinch myself im so happy and cant believe i have stuck to this for 19 whole weeks and lost 33.5lbs FOREVER .. god wat a relief!

taking my dad to london on monday for his 50th birthday wer going to stay in Covent Garden and im tkaing him to see phantom of the opera at the theatre sumthing hes always wanted to do... so i have to try n be good whilst away no fry up or anything i may have beans on toast as treat but thats it....

good luck lovlies and thankyou so much for all the support... xxxx

Friday, 27 February 2009

WI week 18

ellooooo lovlies....

lost 1lb this week...

happy with that...

considering i have felt like eating everything in site this week with it being TOTM too... im not impressed this is the first time in wwacthers i have felt starving all week and i have no idea why? i was thinking about it and do u think it could be that my metabolism has sped up now so im burning thinsg off quicker??
i dont know so this week im going to have to make up some low point things to see me thru incase it happens again... maybe it was just TOTM... weird !

anyway 1lb off i am pleased with! im now 1lb off the 14s! i can smmmmmmeeeelllll them hehe so im going to honeslty try myhardest this week and go to the gym and try n do a bit extra than normal cus i wantto be in the 14s soooo bad i cant wait!

plus now i have officially lost 31lbs and have 39lbs to go...39 sounds like nothing... cant believe its no longer 70 or 60 or 50 or 40 its 39!! music to my ears lol!!

have a good weekend xxxxx

Friday, 20 February 2009

30lbs gone forever YAY

wahey week 17 and i lost 1.5lbs! LOVING IT officially 30lbs down now and 40lbs to go!!
ive done my first target on my previous post which was
  • 1.5lbs to my next BMI drop being 30 (15.2)... I want this by the end of FEB (2 WI's to go)

YAY im now 15.2 sooooo close to the 14s i can smell it... im going to try and put some pictures on of me over the weekend to compare how far ive come from the start 30lbs im hoping you can tell a difference lol!!

MY BMI IS 30 aswell im over the blinkin mooooon!! this means i am nearly in the "generally considered overweight" category which is FAB!

im off shopping tomorrow... i no i sed wasnt going to buy any more clothes but i literally am going to have to... friday is dress down day at work and i have spent the last hour tryng on everything i have for the bottom half and i only have one pair of combats that are huge but i can just about get away with and some skinny jeans that i brought after id lost my first stone... nothing else fits!! so im going to buy 2 items of clothing for the bottom half tomorrow... no new tops or anything just bottoms cus im desperate! xxxxx

Tuesday, 17 February 2009

NSVs and rambling

Hey all well this week ive had two rather random NSVS lol! firstly that i look like the girl of the new advert and secondly that i look like lily allen! LOL HILARIOUS i think these ppl are blind lol but never the less i will take them as compliments...
Feel a bit weird this week,, cant quite belive ive managed to get rid of 2 whole stone and that im doing it im really actually doing it.. its so weird... i cannot believe i have stuck to it for this long i feel like i should pinch myself...

i was looking at myself in the mirror last nyt/this morning and i am beginning to like what i see which scares me a bit.. i have never been thin im a bit scared of what to expect so im just goin to carry on taking each day as it comes...

Aswell im having quite possibly the best time of my life at the moment.. i really mean it.. since i started this blog and the girls said to me at new years that i am not confident and need to be becus i am loosingweight and should be proud ... i have really tried... my confidence is going thru the roof...

im doing things that i would never dream of doing and speaking to ppl i would never dream of speaking to and u no wot im really really enjoying myself.. i cannot wait to get to goal but each week stepping on those scales is just as exciting...

to anyone whos just starting out on weight watchers please do stick at it it really truely works ... i still treat myself too i have a takeaway every weekend and i also have one nyt on the town with my mates and it still works... given i work my ass off in the week to save points and i also go to the gym to make up for it .. but the truth is simple.. eat healthy and exercise... there is no other way around it im just sad its took me this long to realise it..

im 23 at the moment and to think i wont be like this for much longer is amazing i feel like im really starting to live my life the way ive always wanted... fingers crossed the future will stay bright an good look all xxx

Friday, 13 February 2009

WI WK 16 :)

happy me.... YAY -1.lbs today! taking me to 28.5lbs in total and past my 2 stone mark!! at LAST!
got my 4th silver 7!! and am now nearly half way along my journey! i couldnt be happier!!
ive done good this week i weighed in technically at 15.3.4 so techincally it was 1.25lbs lol! but i rounded it up anywhoo...

so my next mini goals are:

  • 1.5lbs to my next BMI drop being 30 (15.2)... I want this by the end of FEB (2 WI's to go)

  • 6.5lbs to my half way point taking me to 35lbs in total ALSO my 5th silver 7 (14.11).... I want this by the end of MARCH (6 WI's to go)

  • 9.5lbs to go until my BMI changes to 29 which puts me in the "generally considered overweight" category (14.8) ... i want this End of April (10 WI's to go)

  • 13.5lbs to go to my 6th silver 7... 3stones total .... i would then weigh 14.4lbs.. i want this by my holiday 14th JUNE... (17 WI's to go)

  • 15.5lbs to go until my BMI drops to 28 .....(14.2).....

  • 17.5lbs to go until my 20 percent

ohhh im glad i wrote those down :) put me in a really motivating mood!! good look lovlies we will be skinny by xmas :) xxxxx

Friday, 6 February 2009

weigh in ;)

Hi all!!

lost 1lb today so im a meassssssley 0.5lbs off 2 stone! DAMMIT slightly gutted but will get it next week im sure!

im off to the cinema tonight with my best mate to see "hes just not that into you" well excited to be fair lol!! then off out on the town tomorrow nyt! hopefully the snow doesnt prevent this! lol!!

av a good weekend xx

Thursday, 5 February 2009

clothes to shop or not to shop....

hmmm after reading a fellow bloggers comment about clothes shopping its made me stop in my tracks,... DAMMIT!
ive realised in teh past 3 months i have been doin wwatchers i started off so well it was until i had lost a bout a stone that i started to buy new clothes... before that i refused and only brought shoes and handbags lol... then once i hit the one stone mark ive brougth loads and its such a waste of money im rather disappointed in myself..
im now nearing the 2 stone loss mark (1.5lsb to go and if i want to achieve that by next week)
ive brought.. 4 going out tops...5 casual tops and a cardi!! thats STUPID! im not going to fit in them by summer! oh mannnn!!

SO i have enough things now to keep me going if anyhting i need some new bottoms.. i have treid to make everything else last as much as i can so as to not waste money.. but im down to one pair of combaats that practially fall off... my going out shorts are just as bad but i dont wana waste any more money!

SO in conclusion i have made a conscious descision that i am not going to buy any more clothes until i have lost 8.5lbs which will take me to 2 and half stone loss exactly...
but i may buy some new going out shorst that is it though! cus i want to have a big spend before my holiday and buy some nice holiday clothes! so if you see me write on here that i have been shopping or am going shopping please kindly remind me i am not allowed anymore CLOTHES!!

thanks lol xxxxxxxx

Sunday, 1 February 2009


here we come!!! im sooooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy! i cannot wait!
JUNE 14th for one week me and my 2 best girl mates! i cannot WAIT! (18-30s!!)
that is 19 Wweigh ins to go!!

SO i am currenlty 15.5.5 and pretty much a sze 16 in everything ..
My aim is to be 14.4 by then if i can...
thats 15.5lbs in 19weeks! totally doable and very realistic... if i could get it to bang on 14stone would be over the mooon but im going to say 14.4 becus that will mean at that point i will be past half way and have lost 3stone! with only 2stone to go...a MASSIVE ACHIEVEMENT!...

as a small incentive i brought 2 cheap summer dresses from primark today only 3 quid each for the holiday in a size 14 im hoping ill be pretty much in 14 in everything by then..!!

I cant wait and im glad ive set myself another little goal now too YAY! xxx

Friday, 30 January 2009

WI WK 14 ;)

lost 2lbs YAY! sooo chuffed i am sooo close to that 2stone mark now i can smell it!!

looking forward to today i am... i am off into to town to get some gear for an 80s party tonight wer thinking flurocesent sweatbands... leg warmers etc... should be cool!

ALSO am going to book our holiday!! me and the girs have decided that wer off to MALIA on an 18-30s this year ohhhh yess im so FRIGGING excited!! wer looking to go about the 14th JUNE... so that means i should hopefully have lost another stoe by then as it is 18 weeks away i am now 15.5.5 and i want to be 14.4 so thats 16.5lbs.... in 18weeks... thats do able and realistic i would love to be 14 by then but wont get hopes up!! ill also be passed half way then too!!

ohhh im so happy!! speak later must get ready and good luck for WI this week folks!
if your lucky i may post a pic of me donning my "80s" neon look later on haha im gona be a right eye sore!! lol ;) xxxx

Sunday, 25 January 2009

Being bold and brave

Hey all
well went out last nyt on the town ;P i did sumthing i can honeslty say i have not done in years... i wore a none black top! i never do this i dont know why i just feel black hides me better i spoze anyway with me achieving my 10% this week i thought i would treat myself so went shopping and brought this FAB PEACH top!! it was gawwwjus! and even better it was a size 16 from MISS FRIGGING SELFRIDGE! dead chuffed i really am... i wore it and even more so i had my arms on show becus it was sleevless so 2 things i braved...

Friends said i looked really nice and i had lots of lovly compliments and im very proud of myself i feel like ive turned a corner with the confidence thing!

ALSO had 2 kind of NSVS these week... earlier on in week this guy at work said to me my lipgloss was nice (he is gay lol) i sed thanks and then he said infact all ur makeup is lovly today pretty lady... (it was no different to how i always do it for work so thought this was a bit weird... a compliment never the less) then on friday another guy came up to me and sez...have you had your hair cut? i said no ...he looked puzzled... i said "why?" he said me and (other guy) have been saying u look really different this week and we cant for the life of us put our finger on what it is... (at this point i was kinda grinning from ear to ear lol) i said "oh i dont no wot it could be.. good different or bad different?" he says "GOOD!" i just said thankyou and scurried off....

*in conclusion i think it maybe the weight loss starting to show a bit more obvisouly now and ive lost alot of my face and only one person has noticed at work so far and ive nealry lost 2stone! so im going to take it as a compliment ;) *

Heres a piccy of me (right) in my peach top... u cant really see it but u can get the gist and i do feel like the weight has come off my face this month.

Friday, 23 January 2009

WI week 13 unlucky for some but not meeeeee

got my 10 percent baby oh yesssssssssssssssss
im so chuffed this means i am 3.5lbs away from 2stone!! 3.5lbs how god dam exciting!!
i am soooooo pleased with myself! did realy good this week went the gym 3 times and worked my @ss off also made sure i only had diet coke with alcohol at weekend made a big difference!!
so i am now 15.7.5lbs my aim is to loose that 7.5lbs by urmmmmm say end of feb thats 5 weigh ins so could be possible! YAY OH YAY lol also my bmi is now 31!! was 35 wen i started so im dead chuffed! im on cloud 9..... "dont stop me nooooooooooooooooooow im havin such a good time haha"

thankgod its friday aswell THANK GOD i swear!! goin out tomorrow nyt to paint the town haha i cant wait... tonight im goingt o have a chinese a nice hot bath and watch gavin and stacy which by the way is the serioulsy the FUNNIEST thing i have ever seen!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Wednesday, 21 January 2009


i mean serioulsy! wot has a girl got to do to make a man realise she likes me! i could not make it any more obvious unless i actually sed thewords!! WTF! its drivin me MAD really MAD is ignorance a polite way of telling me its not mutual or WOT i just refuse to belive men are sooo blind! apologies to men reading this but for god sake help me out! x

Monday, 19 January 2009

Monday and CREME EGGS..

cant belive its Monday again seriously where does the weekend go??
well did good today and had a pretty good weekend so fingers crossed will keep it up!!
ive been to the gym too watched eastenders whilst puffin away on the cross trainer lol!!
and oh my god sumhow ended up with 13.5 points left over for dinner!! (not even including my bonus points but i dont touch them) so i had a weight wacthers lasagne and salad with salad cream and then i had a .... CREME EGG and oh my god! it was AMAZING it was the most AMAZING thing i have ever had whilst being on weight wacthers even better than a chinese beef curry i enjoyed it sooooo much lol!! i woud recommend each and evry one of u to save 3.5points and get ur hands on one becuase it realy was HEAVEN! lol xxxxx

Saturday, 17 January 2009


why oh why are men soooo stupid!
i mean r u blind? or just stupid!!
seriously im the kinda girl that would rather be approached instead of me doing the running... although i do kinda like the running actually its exciting but wen the running is over why is it impossible for a man to say wots on his mind?? huh??
am i just stupid? am i completly wrong??
i decide i like someon WAY too fast always have done and ive tried so hard to change it but i just cant and its sooo frustrating as it usually ends up being one sided! but i feel like im being soooo obvious yet still nothing... do i have to spell it out really u must have some idea!!AARGGGHHHH
so how do i start the new year.... by deciding i like someone that is so totally out of my league its hilarious! and now im sat here checking my frigiin phone every 5 seconds and its driving me mad im literally thinking about putting it in the bin!
GODDAMIT! i hate them each and evry last single one of them! im gona be lonly and alone forever! mayaswell just get used to that fact now save myself a whole heap of heartache! xx

Friday, 16 January 2009


oh my god words cannot describe how happy i am! i lost YAY 0.5lbs! im so happy thats fabulous! relie relie relie happy!! wooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhoooooooooooooooo
"dancing on the ceiling" haha! good luck lovlies xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Thursday, 15 January 2009


man wot is wrong with me im cravin loads this week oh no!! lol!!
dont worry i didnt eat the sausage sarnie yesterday i just sed i had to leave the room due to the loverly smell haha..
well ive just had a weight watchers pizza for dinner 6p! havnt had one before and havnt had pizza since i started point blank! so i thoroughly enojyed it had it with salad and i added some extrasto the top like onion and tomoto and pepper so was nice.. very herby but nice!
but now i WANT chocolate

dam time of the month man! i have 4ps left for the day but i sneek peaked this mornng yes yes i no dont give me a lecture i shouldnt have and i weight the same as last friday!! and i have saved 1 or 2 points a day plus my gym points which is wot i always do so WTF! could be TOTM yes butit hasnt effected me before!! im so upset man... cus if i sts the same yes at least that is better than a gain but ive bin lucky since i started and lost every week even over xmas! so WTFF!!!!!!!!!

i new it would happen at some point but i didnt think til was at least in the 14s it would happen! stupid body im really sad..
so i wont be having the chocolate as im saving these 4p in the hope that i loose hlaf a pound over nyt! doubtful tho...



Wednesday, 14 January 2009


i am starrrrvin marrrrvvinnnn lol!! all the dudes at work have just gone and got sausagne sarnies oh my god i had to leave the room i want one SOOOO bad the smell is AMAZING nearly made me dribble lol!! haha! ive decided ill have one friday as a treat if i loose at WI! which i hope i do!

im of to the gym again tonight! loookin forwward to it! aw one of my best mates is goin away this weekend only leaves the 2 of us so it will be a nice weekend in for us i think... althought i REALLY want to go out and parrrtttaaaayyy again! it will have to wait...

boring update today..xx

Tuesday, 13 January 2009


well havnt been the gym for about 10 days actually due to flu type thing i had didnt want to risk it and make myself worse so tonight was the first nyt ive been as i sed in about 10 days... couldnt wait to get back to be honest bonus yay lol!!

Normally i do about 20-25 mins on cross trainer and do about 3.5-4miles(im obv more nakard some days lol) neway today i did 5 miles in 30 minutes! SOOOOOOOOOOO chuffed im dead proud of myself! defo gona start my running porgramme next week.. just guna get back into normal stuff i do first this week!

im so happy woohoo xxx

its a new dayyy

bonjour gawjus ppl...

how we all doin?? i didnt write yesterday i was soooo mega busy at work was ridiculous! didnt even geta chance to look up form my desk all day!! went quick tho!!

how we all doin this week?? ohh my rentals got me 2 new things from wwatchers shelf last nyt at food shoppin... a pizza (whic i simply cannot waity for cus i havent had pizza since i started!!6 points and looks lushious!!) and a chilli and potato thing! which i think i mite have tonight! but im so excited about the prospect of eating pizza lol! ive really been craving pizza majorly lately aswell!! YAY!

haha watched one of them paul mckenna i can make u thin programmes last nyt! hilarious i was wettin myself i dont think its worked lol it was one about a motivating u to exercise more! but i did wake up half way trhough the nyts and his words wer goin roudn and round in my head which was weird! so well see!

im off to the gym tonight! its TOTM too and it killed me last tym i went wen it was TOTMbut i so want to go... ill take it easy tonight cus i havnt been for a week cus i was ill so i really want to get back into it!

ohh did any of u watch dancing on ice?? soo good i love jeremy edwards i fancy him loads lol!! but ray was amazing! hes going to win hes so good! looking forward to seeing the girls this week i love colleen nolen shes so funny i rekcon shes goin to be crakin on it this week!


Sunday, 11 January 2009

the best night EVER

i literally had THE BEST NIGHT OUT EVER last nyt! im sooooooooooooooooooooo happy cus u no wen u look forward to something it never is as good as u think it will be is it>?
WELL it was BETTER im serioulsy on cloud 9 lol! took some crakin pictures here is one of me (on the right and also very pleased with the photo the weight has defo come of my face!)and the the beginning of the nyt after 4 coctials and aglass ofchampagne (points went right out the window last nyt! i saved 4 and i defo had WAY more than 4!!

ohhh i have sent a picture of to a site that will nok up to 50lbs of you and then mails it you back.! Found the website ona fellow bloggers site alice! thanks Alice!I cant remember it now so i will copy and paste it from Alices blog a bit later on for you all! her pictures look amzing! im quite excited cus ive never been skinny so i have no idea wot i will look like and just for a chance of a glimpse is too much to handle lol!

aww one thing i hate about going out on a satrday nyt is i waste sunday doing nothing feeling sorry formyself being hungover lol ive been on the computor for about 3 hours! then i intend on going for a nice hot bath and then going back to bed and im going to watch the first season of lipstick jungle! im soooooooooooo excited brought the other day from sainsburys! its from the makers of sex n the city so should be good cus i LOVE sex and the city ive got ALL the DVDS! lol!

OMG guess wot i pulled aswell! TWICE! ohhhhhhhhhhhh yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i tell you i needed that confidence boost definately its done me wonders of good! hope u are all having a good day xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

saturday baby

i cant wait to go outttttttttttttttttt wahooooooooooooooooooooooooo

done good today! ive eaten

special k and semi skimmed milk and one slice of toast with flora - 4p

cheese and cucumber sarnie weight wacthers bread (cus of the cheese tho cus i was feelin nauty haha it came to...) 7p

weight wacthers cottage pie - 5p
steam fresh veg (cus it was peas sweetcorn etc the value is actualy) 3.5p
gravy 0.5p

20/24 but i plan on having loads of vodka tonight so i am actually going over my points in the end *tut tut* xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Friday, 9 January 2009

WI - ;o)

Hellooooooooo gaaaawwwjus ppl... im feeling a abit better now after this mornings mishap i realised there is nothing i can do so ill just have to deal with it and like one lovely lady commented ppl are only interested in things they think "they shouldnt know" so unless i say oh no and make a massive fuss ppl will prob think ive posted the pic intentially on there... i hope... anyway

WI i lost 2lbs baby YEAAAAAAAAAAA wohoooooooooo
meaning i have lost 22lbs to date and got 48lbs to go...
also got my THIRD silver seven ;)
And im 3lbs away from my 10% which i hope to achieve by the end of JAN!

SO im kinda happier now! plus its friday and i love that friday feeeling woohoooo im going to treat myself to a chinese tonight suprise suprise and i cant wait im also going to have a lovly pamper and a long hot soak and get exctied to go out tomorrow nyt and STRUT my stuff andhopefully pull a lovly man! haha i never pull but i can try ;) xxxxxxxxx


oh man i am soo upset! on facebook i uploaded some pics to the secret *wwacthers group on there* and then made a comment saying somthing like this is me 15.12 in my size 16 river island shorst! only to realise that its come up on evryones profile! i thught it would be secret already had one firend comment on it! im sooo upset im not even kiddin wot the FK why the FK did i do that? now evryone is goin to no wot i weigh etc im so so embarrased... yea i no chances are ppl dont care cus the realityis they no im overwieght but they dont no exactly how much i weigh thats so embarrasing! ive deleted the photo so hopefully no one else will see it that hasnt already but god noes how many home pages its popped up on!i could literally cry im so upset! thing is we me and 2 girls mates stopped hanging round with our group of ppl about september time we kinda just drifted apart and things have been sed in the mean time which has made us kinda hate eachother now so i always wanted one day to walk past the old lot and be like hah look at me and now theyr all going to noin black and white how much i weigh well i bet they havea right field day with that great makes me feel like SH1T excuse my language apologies but u get my drift :(

Thursday, 8 January 2009


i am shattered! ive worked sooo hard today at work i deserve a big fat blue peter badge haha!
Cannot wait to get home! im going to have a lovely pamper tomorrow nyt ready for Saturday nights events! nothing beets a good pamper i must say!

oh my god the best news i had my first person at work notice my weight loss today it was sooo nice! he literally broadcasted amongst the office i was dead embarrased he was liek right laura im sorry but serioulsy how much weight have u lost you look fantastic!! (i neary cried to be honest!) so proud that someone has finally noticed YAY for meeeee he said he wanted to say sumthing all week but didnt want to cus he noes weight with a woman is a touchy subject! i said not if you think theyve lost it it isnt! ;)

WI tomorrow! am hoping for at least 1lb loss so i can get my third shiny silver seven! i have been very good this week so hopefully will get 1.5lbs off if i can!!

I am STARVING today im going to have wwatchers quiche, jacket wedges and salad tonight and im reli looking forward to it!! yummy yummy!!

oh my god aswell all of you need to buy the enrique best of album! ohhh i love it! im sucha cheeeeseball its great i had it blaring in my car today on the way to work.. and i intend on having it blaring on the way back!!

WEll over and out untill tomorrow xxxxxxxxxxx wish me luck for WI xxxxxxxxxxx

Wednesday, 7 January 2009

facebook and wednesday ramblings

wow have u seen how many ppl have joined the "secret group" " NYE challenge 2009 get to a size 12" it was 92 last time i lookd! its really good very motivating!!

ohhh who watched clare sweenys documentry last nyt? i thought it was quite good, very shocking actually at just how bad ppls health can get in a matter of 6 weeks she looked hurendous didnt she 10 inches on her waist in 6weeks! it would have been nice to see her loose that weight tho although i figured that was filmed in the summer and at the end it said she is still trying to get the last half a stone off which in turn means that must av taken her about 6 months to get the stone and half back off! which prooves how easy it is to put on and what hard work u dam well have to put in to get it off! im hoping wen i get to goal i will be fully trained mentally and physically as in i will have changed all my eating habbits and i will just know what to eat and how much and that you have to exercise to stay healthy!

Its not hard is it really there is no other solution but to eat healthy and exercise! god i wish id realised this sooner rather than waste all this time moaning about it! still wer on the road now guys and we will get there ;) yay im so so excited i keep dreaming about it dreaming about what i will look like at goal!

hope i loose 1lb this week then i will get my third shiny silver seven! WI is friday so fingers crossed i have been very good this week and saved points evrry day becus i havent been able to go to the gym! cant wait to go to the gym next weektho i desperatley want to try this running programme out!

on a different topic! skating on ice starts on sunday yay i cant wait JEREMY EDWARDS IS THE SEX haha xxxxx

Tuesday, 6 January 2009

oh where for art tho diet coke man??

i mean serioulsy! wouldnt it fab if that really happend some hunk just appeared out of no where and opens your can for you haha... im in a good mood today lovlies! im feeling better too well slightly ive got my @ss into work today so im over the moon that i have got out of that rotten bed..!! ;) doing well with food today too heres my plan..

brekkie- special k and semi skimmed milk (2.5p
one slice of toast with flora - 2p

lunch- ham salad sarnie with low fat mayo - 6.5p

dinner- veggie soup - 2p
2x toast with flora - 1 normal - 2p
1 wwatchers - 1.5p

snacks - apple 0.5p
grapes - 1.p
other half of belgion bun 3.5p

total = 21.5/24 saves 2.5p v.good ;)

ohhh i cant wait for tv tonight! geek ;) i love holby city lots of nice men doctors haha im in the wrong line of work i should have been a nurse clearly!! and then theres that programme with clare sweeny on !! anyone else going to watch it? its a documentry where she puts on 2stone to show the effects of weight loss/weight gain! looks intersting!

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY only 3 days til the weekend and i cant wait ;o) xxxxxxxxxxx

Monday, 5 January 2009

Dilbert over here has just been told what NSV is!!

HAHA i have been wracking my brains for weeks trying to work out wot NSV means and FINALLY i asked lol i dont no why i did ask earlier wot a divvy NON SCALE VICTORY haha i cant believe i didnt know that!

Also i worked out that if i loose 1lb a week i should reach my Goal by ... drum roll please... the 18th of December! one bloooooooooomin week before xmas (where ill blatently then put on half a stone!) oh maaaannnn so i need to speed that up a bit only a few weeks ill aim for the last week of November becus then at least if i carry on lossing after goal.. say a lb a week that will mean at least i am 4lbs under goal by xmas so i wont feel AWFUL if i put 4lb on! ahem! do you see the logic???



im so so annoyed! why why oh why do i have to be ILL in the new year it sucks majorly SUCKS all i want to do is get back to the gym and i cant ( im actually very impressed with myself for having withdrawel symptoms! its only been 5 days!!) i cant stop coffin my nose is thick and im freezin im so fed up!! have had to ring in sick AGAIN today which also sucks cus im so bored im going out my brain!!

I cant believe its snowing aswell!

plan for today:

brekkie: special k and semi skimmed milk 2.5p
one slice of hovis best of both with flora - 2p

lunch- chicken salad sarnie with low fat mayo - 5.5p

snacks - 1 satsuma -0.5p
1 apple - 0.5p
grapes - 1p

dinner - weight watchers mediteranean vegie pasta - 4p

snack: half a belgion bun = 3.5p

19.5/24 not bad! ;0) xxxx

Sunday, 4 January 2009

Sun 4th

Howdeeee i made a ticker today but i have no idea how i put this onto my blog so ill just have to stick it in my post...

hmmm havent really done much today still feeling under the weather.... feel like ive wasted the whole day and weekend god i hate being ill! its sooo borinnng....

ive had today my roast dinner and thats it i had

gammon - 4p

potatos - 3p

cauliflower cheese - 3.5p - (i love this could have it with anything lol)

veg and lots of it like cauliflower and broccoli and cabbage!!

gravy 0.5p

so a grand total of 11/24.

Dont no what i want for tea... hmm not in a very good mood today i must say very irratable prob cus im sooooo bored!! :( xxx

Saturday, 3 January 2009

Sat 3rd.

Heylo well im still ill boooooooooooo its such a nice day outside too and i really want to go to the gym but it will just make my coff worse im so upset! ive found a plan to follow to start running and im dead excited to start it!! hopefully will be better by next week at the latest!

So far just had brekkie - special k and semi skimmed milk - 2.5p

I want a chinese tonight i normally have a beef curry and boiled rice but its hard to point i go by noreen blackettes site whcih says 9.5p for the whole portion of beef curry ( i secretly doubt thats right) and 6.5p for the whole boiled rice (hmmmm) but ive had one every week since ive started so it must be kinda right!... i do miss pizza tho i could eat a nice ham and pinapple pizza from pizza hut yum yum but its just not worth it id only be able to have about 3 slices and i want far more than that so i dont bother lol! i am going to have to find something new to try tho soon tho beef curry and boiled rice is wearing a bit thin.... any ideas? ive never tried chow mein so unsure if id like it??

moving on i decided to measure myself today and i was dead chuffed.. got the old tape measure out and measured all over e.g. waist, hips, thighs, arms etc and ive lost a grand total of 13.5 inches in 10 weeks! now THAT is DEFO something to be proud of! the gym is defo working!

hmm wot to do today wot to do... think well put the crimbo decorations today how sad ... cant believe its all over :( xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Friday, 2 January 2009


im so so happy and proud of myself lost 1.5lbs this week taking me to 15.12!! and a total of -20lbs loss! im one little pound away from my third shiny silver seven!
ALthough i am snuggled up in bed with a stinky cold and i can only hope its not the flu comming! had an awful nights sleep so i rang in sick at work :( ! Im beginning to feel a little better fingers crossed! )

Yesterday i ate (am on 24 points now)

brekkie - special k and semi skimmed milk - 2.5p
2 satsumas - 0.5p

lunch - 2x peices of toast with flora - 4.5p

snacks - 1xapple - 0.5p
1x multi pack french fries - 1p

dinner - cheese salad sandwhich with low fat mayo - 8p
small piece of xmas cake - 4p

not bad 21/24 saved 3!


brekkie - special k and semi skimmed milk - 2.5p
one satsuma - 0.5

lunch - bernard matthews chicken on weight watchers bread,flora, salad and low fat mayo - 6.5p grapes - 0.5p

dinner - haha ahem... 2 slices of grilled bacon -3.5p a fried egg - 2.5p 2xtoast with flora - 3.5p and tinned tomatoes and i cant bllllloooooomin wait! just wat the doctor ordered!!

leaves with 4.5p to play with hmmm may save them so i can have a chinese tomorrow nyt! wahooo! im feeling a bit better too this evening which is a bonus! cant wait for eastenders and celebrity big brother! xxx

dont you ever wonder what figure youll have when you get to goal! its so exciting! oh i cannot wait!! xxxx

Thursday, 1 January 2009

THE BEGINNING - the new year!

Righteo, Hi Guys!! i thought i would start a blog now being as it is the new year and everything! I joined WWatchers 10 weeks ago at 17.4lbs and now i am 15.13.5lbs and i tell you nothing can even compare to how proud of myself i am right now! thats 18.5lbs gone forever and i dropped a dress size! Started of as a size 18-20 and i am now a 16-18 (A comfy 16 in jeans in dorothy perkins and new look but still cant get into oasis and warehouse? go figure?) im 5ft10 so top end of my BMI (25) would be 12.6lbs ive set my goal weight to 12.4lbs still at the top end of BMI yes but that is 5 stone off in total. I want to be a size 12 and i would imagine hopefully i will be at around that weight! we shall see only time will tell...
Here are a few pics of my journey so far...

This was me last week at 15.13.5lbs (in my size 16 river island shorts! going to the gym has really tones up my legs!!)LOSS of 18.5lbs so far,,,

This is me the week before at 16.1lbs(im on the left grey shorts black top) Loss of 17lbs

This is me at 16.10lbs (im on the right cream and black dress) Loss at this point 7lbs.

This is me at start weight a massive 17.4lbs!!

Anyway NEW YEAR NEW START, didnt do anything last night just went round my friends house, she has a little one god hes gorgous 2 n half years old hes a beuty anyway (sorry i tend to ramble a bit hehe) she coultn find anyone to have him so we stopped in and just had some vodka and dance round was nice and we saved money! bonus! This time of year always brings people to think about the past and the future and so we decided to point out one thing we think we could all improve on and do you know what they said to me, "confidence" such a small word with such a big meaning! I feel like i am confident and defo slighlty more so now i am loosing the weight...But aparntly NOT! They said i always put myself down.. i never realised i did this just as often as i do. You see just the other night for example i was out and this guy i quite liked said to me oh your freinds a hottie isnt she, i said yea she is, he then said has she got a boyf, i said no and then he said have YOU got a boyf, i said.... "no im far too ugly for that!" now WHY on earth did i say that?? i know why its becus i do feel sometimes that i should crack the joke before they do, it sounds silly yes but i was bullied in secondry school maybe that has something to do with it its like a wall i put up, i just dont believe it when someone says they like me or talk to me i think theyve got an alterior motive that secretly theyr taking the mick.. its very sad really when i think about it.
SO NEW YEARS RESOLUTION "I promise to allow myself to be confident when im out and try my hardest to not put myself down and also be proud of what i have acheived so far"
Changing the subject i feel really poorly today got a stonking cold!so im staying in all day in the warm feeling sorry for myself ( i really want it to hurry up and go cus i cant go to the gym feeling like this !) Happy New Year lovlies xxxx