still at 49lbs urgghhhhh!!
so depressing had 2 weeks at a stay the same! tell you what the final stone and a bit is defo the hardest to shift i tend to have a pattern now of loosing 1 or 2lbs then sts for 1 or 2 weeks, its taking alot longer. i feel awwwful this week just becuase its TOTM i so bloated :( ...
im really fed up too still. made a consciotuios descion to start looking at flats to rent i mite move out soon if can afford it really neeed my own space. Just need to make sure im safe in my job first before i do anything hasty as that is on the rocks. so a new job is on the horizon but theres just nothing out there.... i really wish id of stuck with college because now more than anything in the world i want to become a teacher! im going to look into the possible courses and that that i could go into because i really want to do it. i know it will take me probably 5 years or so to complete but im only 23 so even if it is late 20s thats not that old and your never to old to learn. i just want a proper career to wake up evry monring and look forward to going into work.. i miss that feeling.,
onwards and upwards