sorrrryyyyyy

sorry everyone i havent been on here for the past 2 weeks..
i seem to have lost my way a bit and i dont know why.. managed a stay the same after my bank holiday binge which i was dead chuffed with considering all the rubbish i ate..

this week lost a lb! so i am happy with that too i just kinda feel like for the first time since ive been doing this i havent really got anywhere this month..weird???

ive met a guy too so i think this is my problem my mind seems to be elsewhere now and that not wat i want.. plus sorry to share this with you i went to the doctors begininning of the month to get the pill .. i have never ever been on the pill before so didnt really no wot to expect and MY GOD i could eat a bl00min horse!!! im starving all the time its terrible id hurd rumours about u puttin on weight being onit and i did think oh thats ppl who just need an excuse to eat really but no no it makes u starving! now im 3 weeks into it the pangs are subsiding which prob helped towards my lb loss this week! im determined to stay on track...

Ryt i go on holiday in 7 weeks... 7 weigh ins.. i wanted to have lost 3 stone by then and i now weigh 14.6.5lbs so im 2.5lbs of 3 stone so my aim is to shift that 6.5lbs and be 14stone bang on for holiday.. if i can get into the 13s that would be fabulous! so i am now firmly back on track and im not getting side tracked either for these next 7 weeks! i will be amazing wen i go on holiday :)

do u no wot i think has side tracked me a bit aswell is ppl keep saying how good i look which yes is good bt then they follow it with i dont think u need to loose anymore.. and im like urrrr yes i do but now cus so many ppl have told me and sed this to me its kinda shook my plans up a bit if that makes sence.. so i need to get back in the frame of mind where i think yes im proud of wot i have achieved so far but i intend on loosing a bit more i want to be 12stone 4 and i will be by xmas!! only 30lbs to go.. good look all and sorry for not keeping u up todate for a couple of weeks :( xxxx

bank holiday oops

oh dear i am officially not looking forward to fri WI :( ive eaten like a pig! its like bank holiday = holiday and i dont no wot the heck got into me! lol! i ate 2 chineses 2 burgers from the chippy wine and cocktails! :(:(:(:( had a sneek peak showed a 1.5lb gain.. mission is on 2 get that off and get a STS :( i tell u wot tho i did enjoy myself so its not to bad as long as i get back on track! :) xxxxxxxxxxxx

lookalike

hmmmm well i have been told now by a grand total of 10 people all different and all different locations.. as in.. freinds.. family... work collegues and now even a random person in a nightclub.. that i look like Lily Allen!! well thats absolutly histerical!! i dont at all lol!! but honeslty 10whole people have told me so now.. im beginning to get a complex about it.. i think lily allen at the moment looks very pretty and very slim.. its only becuase i have got a fringe and brown eyes lol!! anyway i thought i would put it to you.. here are some pics of lily allen and the most up to date one of me taken last weds.. come on hit me with it becus i just dont see it xxxx



Lily
Me

Lily

HMMMMM xx

WI Week 23

lost a lb this week meaning my BMI is now officially 29! how chuffed am i!! im over the moon :)
Also found out im safe in my job which is brilliant news.. for the mean time anyway!
Things are going well :) so glad its easter weekend thisweekend! 4 nice days off! bring it on lol! xxx